Have you ever wondered what the rest of your life will be like?

Do you wonder if you will be happy or sad or somewhere in the middle?

I use to think I had it all planned out. Right now, I’m not so sure. I have been really unhappy for a lot of years. Then I met lil one, and she was My dream come true. I thought the rest of My life would be amazing. It might still be just that.

I am picking lil one up at the airport tomorrow evening. I am really excited…really fucking excited to see her. I can’t wait to hug and kiss her right there in baggage claim. I’m also nervous.

We have some things to figure out on this trip. Some big things. I know we are both hoping these “things” will get resolved and life will be storybook perfect. The problem is, life is never storybook perfect and that’s why I am nervous. What happens if they don’t work out? Where do I go from there…

The fact is, I just want to be happy. I’m so tired of being unhappy. She makes Me happy…really happy. More so than any other woman I have met. I do know that for two and a half days this week I will be very very happy. lil one is coming to the place she belongs…at My feet. We will have laughs, and romance, and lots of kinky play. We will live the Master/slave relationship for a few days and it will make Me feel more complete and true-to-Myself than anything else I have experienced. I can’t wait to see her, be with her, and love her. I’m just scared about what happens on Saturday…what happens for the rest of My life.

  1. moonwillow7 reblogged this from amaster
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    You deserve to be happy, Master. And i’m truly dedicated to working everything out, to finding a way so W/we can both be...
  3. pandagurll said: You will be happy i’m sure of it, both of you will. You deserve it x
  4. beautflstranger said: so very happy to hear this.with best wishes for both of your dreams to come true.
  5. curiouspirate said: That is really beautiful reflection. I hope it goes well and you both manage to figure things out. xx
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